Struggles and breaking point

well, it's been a while... So much has happened since my first (and last) post. Life has happened and its got in the way, in the way of my well being emotionally, physically and mentally. We had birthdays, we put our house up for sale, then we had snow, then we had more birthdays followed by more snow. We had a business, we had a struggling business, I had a job, I had a job i was struggling in. I had a husband, I had a husband who was struggling, I was a wife, i was a struggling wife. We had kids, they were struggling but we had so much going on ourselves we kind of missed their struggle. I took on another business, it was doing well, I failed it miserably because i was struggling so much. We took on another business to enable the shackles of the struggling business to be removed from our entire beings. We took a break away and I broke, my child broke and my husband had broken. The moment hit us, we knew change was required. The bike shop had to go. My job had to go. My home business had gone. Bit by bit we are piecing back and regathering. I joined the local gym. This has been amazing for my mental state. We are working together at our new business, a flooring warehouse, on my days off I have stayed in the comfort of my home, licking wounds and piecing my life back together. working out what I want out of life. I don't see many people at the moment, I had cut myself off. Slowly I am trying to re-integrate myself into life and social circles, but I am going slowly, managing my anxiety as much as i can. one.step.at.a.time. Hopefully, people will have me back, but I won't blame them if they don't. I have decided I want to try and recover the home business I lost as I was actually good at it and I loved it. We are still trying to sell our house. My kids are good and coping well with the changes.