The Bikeys' Wife

well, it's been a while... So much has happened since my first (and last) post. Life has happened and its got in the way, in the way of my well being emotionally, physically and mentally. We had birthdays, we put our house up for sale, then we had snow, then we had more birthdays followed by more snow. We had a business, we had a struggling business, I had a job, I had a job i was struggling in. I had a husband, I had a husband who was struggling, I was a wife, i was a struggling wife. We had kids, they were struggling but we had so much going on ourselves we kind of missed their struggle. I took on another business, it was doing well, I failed it miserably because i was struggling so much. We took on another business to enable the shackles of the struggling business to be removed from our entire beings. We took a break away and I broke, my child broke and my husband had broken. The moment hit us, we knew change was required. The bike shop had to go. My job had to go. My home bus

I'm Emily!! I'm a thirtysomething year old girl (can I still refer to myself as a girl?) winging my way through life... parenthood came to me earlier than I possibly would have thought it would but I'm so glad it did. It's all I ever really wanted to be - a mum. At school, sat in that dingy little careers office, I had absolutely no idea what I wanted to do with my life. It has always been a frustration of mine, an insecurity, a glitch embedded in my persona. I've always seen it as a weakness but I suppose as there was never a 'career' pushing me, it made me know that children was a hopeful certainty (after all we never really know its going to truly happen until it happens..) so in March 2007 my "mum" journey began. I've been so very fortunate to be blessed with not one but three wonderful daughters. However, I'd love to sit here and say parenthood and life has been a breeze, but that would be a complete lie. Unfortunately, although my